this person will never care about you. you feel betrayed. all you want is to be respected by this person, because it means that you matter in some way to them. they are incapable of doing that! like their brain works differently. you can never WAIT for them to learn about it. you can never TEACH them to do this. it’s a broken toy. you CANNOT FIX IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all you can do is abandon it. sorry! you don’t want to hear it. but you can only walk away from it.
you need to accept it. you need to let it go. you need to accept that this person will not care and the only thing you can do about it is to accept this cold, hard, brutal fact. and live your life even though this is there, but don’t live your life holding onto that fact. there is WAY more to life than this fact. you are not defined by what this person thinks of you. you are not defined by how this person treats you. you already know how this person’s mind works and they misrepresent others (like will) to you.
you have to remember the bigger picture: you are here for school but you did that to ultimately land a job. you must focus on the job hunt and interview process. think about the bigger picture. don’t lose sight of it.
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